yup.. i'll be shifting to blogspot.com instead of msn space coz for some reason, my laptop is biased against msn space and so i haf alot of trouble accessing it .. and i'm changing add to avoid a certain very annoying person as well, who religiously reads my blog and keep pestering me abt wat i write. simply infuriating. i mean.. wat i write here is none of his/her business rite...

 

so yeh.. this will be the very very last entry here.. frens who 're still interested in reading abt wat goes on in my life and my ramblings.. drop me a msg ya.. will give u my new blog add. =)

havent blogged in a reli long while.. been reli busy with school and all.. this sem's disgusting la. hw assignments due EVERY wk.. plus 6 hrs long torturous lab sessions.. and quizzes for the subjects once every fortnight.. absolute madness! not tt i havent done this all before... it was almost the same in GT (minus the lab sessions).. but still.. u noe in GT every wkend was a HOLIDAY!! and there's always wkend road trips and major grocery sessions at walmart to look forward to u noe.. that makes all the stress worth it. but back here in ntu.. it's back to the gloomy dark underground carpark walkways..disgusting canteen food..not to mention the SUPER DUPER long journey from my remote location at changi all the way to yet ANOTHER remote location at boon lay. sigh. and u thot the worse was over???????? fat hope lahs.

 

anyway... chinese new yr's coming!!!!!!!! lalala.. happy happy.. last yr's cny i was in the states..meaning no ang bao, no new clothes, no bak kwa, no cny goodies and no yusheng!! this yr i shall make up for lost time and collect twice as much ang bao !! (yeh rite..) oh well.. doesnt hurt to dream. heh.

 

anyway.. suddenly learnt to appreciate the smallest and most insignificant things in life..

thankful for the sun that finally appeared after days of rain..

a thank you note all the way from shanghai..

a consoling hug when i most needed it.

 

u noe.. all these little things.. make life so much more blissful admist the mad frenzy of rushing to meet deadlines n sch work..

 

simply learning to be grateful. =)

so it is certified that i haf early stage Rheumatism!!

argh.......

and i'm only how old?? my 21st bdae juz passed a mth ago!!

k la. maybe i age earlier than others.

only got myself to blame..

canoeing since pri. 6.

long periods of running and self torture.

flew of the bike while cycling in secondary sch.

sprained my ankles 4 times in one mth.

badly injured knee from a horrid fall in shanghai.

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and the list goes on.

and now everyone exclaim " no wonder!"

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ya la.. self-inflicted harm u noe.

think i shld get a trophy for that.

oh well..so now i've been ordered to take this reli horrendous tasting chinese medicine..

it comes in different packets of powder..and i hafto mix all the powders in to brew one cup..

and mind u.. 14 packets of powder go into one cup!! which is a hell lot of powder!!!

and the end pdt looks reli disgusting.. it's all thick brown and gooey.. looks like the liquefied version of faeces la.yucks.

not to mention it tastes just as bad.

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hafto wake up extra early tmr to BREW the silly concoction.

oh well.

ALL for the KNEE!!

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-anything for u.. my dear knee.-

still guilty as charged.

but thanx alot for the forgiveness.

it reli meant a great deal.

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a fren's always better than a foe anyway.

hopefully all hatred will dissipated with time.

patiently awaiting tt day.

been blogging quite often these days. u noe frequent blogging = bad news. coz somehow i seem to blog only when i'm upset or depressed.

oh well.. but at least things arent that bad now.. i got the chance to clear up the misunderstanding.. at least now he understands. i hope.

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awaiting the day whereby he's ready to be frens again.

ready to meet up and catch up with things.

and ready to look back upon the days with fond memories.

patiently awaiting.

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sch's starting next monday.. horror of horrors!!

havent been back to ntu in an entire yr!!

plus wat with the scbe new sch building..think i'll juz get lost like a freshman for the first few wks.

ahh.. so the mad printing of the endless stack of lecture notes is back.

the horrendous 5 wk fully packed timetable. (i so miss the days in GT where we only had 2hrs of class per day!!)

sigh. those are the days....

think maybe i've finally grown up..

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learn to appreciate the things and ppl ard u while u still haf them...

coz once u get too comfortable.. the next moment they'll be gone..

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sometimes i cant help but feel that i've aged alot over the past yr.

excitement.anticipation.fun.happiness.bliss. then stress.sorrow.misery.depression.guilt.loneliness.

think i experienced them all.

oh well. maybe that makes me more prepared to face the new yr with renewed strength n optimism. =)

may 2007 be a reli reli great yr..